Shadows Growing Tall

Vivid orange
Violent pink
Burning across the twilight sky

Creeping over pillows and sheets
Shadows growing tall
The sun will slowly hide its head

Fantasy Themes
And paper dreams
Reality is some where between

Always had compassion
Still feeling the attraction
But is it ever enough?

Even with the sunshine
You’ll have a little rain sometime
Even grey skies go away

Zero Messages...

Looking at my phone it never rings
Maybe it’s in my head it don’t mean a thing
I really hope your going to call me back

All this dating is just over rated
My faith in good girls is fading
Too many shallow girls I’m just so jaded

I thought we had fun I made you laugh
To much time has gone and past
Thought that I would have heard from you by now

All this dating is just over rated
My faith in good girls is fading
Too many shallow girls I’m just so jaded

Maybe I was here to fill your void
Just anther one of your summer boys
I was a fool to think you were going to call.

Scratch, Pick, and Peel

She’s wrapped up his arms
And she smiles back
Now you’re left alone
She’s not missing you at all

So your stomach twists
And you feel so sick
But time is on your side
Pretty soon it will all subside

He kisses her on the lips
And she smiles back
Thoughts of you are gone
She’s not missing you at all

Copper taste in your mouth
Got to spit her out
Open wounds will heal
She’ll become a scab just scratch, pick, and peel…

*Feel Better Now*

Pink Lip gloss

Lust is in the air
Infatuation not so Clair
I’m afraid were mixing with the two
Making our way to the bedroom

Lipstick kisses stain my pillow case
You’re slipping back in your black skirt
And I’m throwing on my T-shirt
Silence combs the air

She kisses me but not on my lips
Just get in, get out
I know she’s using me
It’s the same old routine

Lovers under Covers

My bed is no longer cold
With you warming my side.
So let me take you under the covers
And I’ll show you what it really means to be lovers.

I start kissing you neck and caressing your body
I’ll whisper in your ear all the things I want to do that are naughty.
I have you on peens and needles
As my lips are roaming from hips, shoulders, and checks.

I head down south towards the magic button.
My tongue becomes a paint brush
with strokes of ups and downs, from side to side.
Figure eights seem to do just fine.

Your body starts to quiver and you bit your lip with your two front teeth.
Your eyes are closed with pleasure
While you’re wishing this moment will last forever.

From shallow to deep
To fast, then slow
Are bodies are in motion
We are working as one

I want you to feel it all
Feel me inside you, take it all in.
Feel my chest, pressed up against your breast.
Let yourself go, no one is going to hear beyond these walls.

My heart is now racing
And I can feel yours pumping too,
our hearts are both in sync,
both to the same tune.
I bend over and whisper in your ear
“honey I love you.”


Relax with sighs
and catch our breathes
Honey you know Im the best.

She’s the yellow that turned me blue

Blinded by lust and a like for anther guy,
it was this over rated friendship that brought us to this bitter end.
I hope you know what you’re doing; I think it was a mistake.
You have me feeling that everything you said was fake.
You changed your feelings for another guy;
you did it so fast it was like a blink of an eye.

As I sit here with my fist to my chin,
I go back and look at what could have been.
The gears in my mind start to turn
As the pain in my heart starts to burn.
My heart has been twisted and tangled,
It has been beaten, bruised, and mangled.
This was all done with your hand on a fork,
Come get a closer look, come see your handy work
Does this make you happy to see me in pain and bleed
as I hold to my inside’s and fall to my knees?

I think of all the memories that were created between us,
Now time goes by and they are starting to rust.
I’m left haunted by the memories of you and me;
You’re nothing more but a ghost in my dreams.
Did I miss the funeral and the death you,
I feel like someone has died and this is what I’m going through.

Was this all a part of your big plan?
Was this all a part of your master scam?
All of this was nothing but a hoax;
Hell you even manage to fool my folks.
It was a waste of my love because your smiles were fake,
I’ll leave this one to be sorted out by this thing called fate.
I will let fate decide
If your heart was ever really mine.

I don’t feel like my self anymore,
I feel like an eaten apple that’s been tossed to the floor
with nothing left but its rotten core.
I am nothing but a fire of lonely. Can someone call for help?
Can someone put out this fire of doubt?

In life, lesson’s are learned first hand.
(I’m still missing yours)
I still find myself reaching out, grabbing nothing but air.
GOD DAMMIT! This life isn’t fair!

I don’t think I can bare to see your face in my mind,
I will close my eyes and behind my eyelids I’ll hid.
Maybe one day we can be friends,
You better pray to God that I will let you back in.

Empty is the unfulfillment of the promise of love,
you caused the pain when you pulled the plug.
drained out my love and left me with nothing but a cold heart.

Empty Pens

Letters of “Hi’s”
Letters of “byes:

Letters of “Hello’s”
Letters of “I told you so!”

Letters of “Hugs”
Letters of “love”

Letters of “Gladness”
Letters of “Sadness”

Letters of “Excitement”
Letters of “Enlightenment “

Letters of “I’m seeing someone new”
Letters of “I’m feeling really confused…”

Letters of “it’s been such a long time”
Letters of “Thanks for asking I’m doing just fine”

Letters of “I still think of you”
Letters of “I thought of you too….”