She’s the yellow that turned me blue

Blinded by lust and a like for anther guy,
it was this over rated friendship that brought us to this bitter end.
I hope you know what you’re doing; I think it was a mistake.
You have me feeling that everything you said was fake.
You changed your feelings for another guy;
you did it so fast it was like a blink of an eye.

As I sit here with my fist to my chin,
I go back and look at what could have been.
The gears in my mind start to turn
As the pain in my heart starts to burn.
My heart has been twisted and tangled,
It has been beaten, bruised, and mangled.
This was all done with your hand on a fork,
Come get a closer look, come see your handy work
Does this make you happy to see me in pain and bleed
as I hold to my inside’s and fall to my knees?

I think of all the memories that were created between us,
Now time goes by and they are starting to rust.
I’m left haunted by the memories of you and me;
You’re nothing more but a ghost in my dreams.
Did I miss the funeral and the death you,
I feel like someone has died and this is what I’m going through.

Was this all a part of your big plan?
Was this all a part of your master scam?
All of this was nothing but a hoax;
Hell you even manage to fool my folks.
It was a waste of my love because your smiles were fake,
I’ll leave this one to be sorted out by this thing called fate.
I will let fate decide
If your heart was ever really mine.

I don’t feel like my self anymore,
I feel like an eaten apple that’s been tossed to the floor
with nothing left but its rotten core.
I am nothing but a fire of lonely. Can someone call for help?
Can someone put out this fire of doubt?

In life, lesson’s are learned first hand.
(I’m still missing yours)
I still find myself reaching out, grabbing nothing but air.
GOD DAMMIT! This life isn’t fair!

I don’t think I can bare to see your face in my mind,
I will close my eyes and behind my eyelids I’ll hid.
Maybe one day we can be friends,
You better pray to God that I will let you back in.

Empty is the unfulfillment of the promise of love,
you caused the pain when you pulled the plug.
drained out my love and left me with nothing but a cold heart.