Shadows Growing Tall

Vivid orange
Violent pink
Burning across the twilight sky

Creeping over pillows and sheets
Shadows growing tall
The sun will slowly hide its head

Fantasy Themes
And paper dreams
Reality is some where between

Always had compassion
Still feeling the attraction
But is it ever enough?

Even with the sunshine
You’ll have a little rain sometime
Even grey skies go away

Zero Messages...

Looking at my phone it never rings
Maybe it’s in my head it don’t mean a thing
I really hope your going to call me back

All this dating is just over rated
My faith in good girls is fading
Too many shallow girls I’m just so jaded

I thought we had fun I made you laugh
To much time has gone and past
Thought that I would have heard from you by now

All this dating is just over rated
My faith in good girls is fading
Too many shallow girls I’m just so jaded

Maybe I was here to fill your void
Just anther one of your summer boys
I was a fool to think you were going to call.

Scratch, Pick, and Peel

She’s wrapped up his arms
And she smiles back
Now you’re left alone
She’s not missing you at all

So your stomach twists
And you feel so sick
But time is on your side
Pretty soon it will all subside

He kisses her on the lips
And she smiles back
Thoughts of you are gone
She’s not missing you at all

Copper taste in your mouth
Got to spit her out
Open wounds will heal
She’ll become a scab just scratch, pick, and peel…

*Feel Better Now*

Pink Lip gloss

Lust is in the air
Infatuation not so Clair
I’m afraid were mixing with the two
Making our way to the bedroom

Lipstick kisses stain my pillow case
You’re slipping back in your black skirt
And I’m throwing on my T-shirt
Silence combs the air

She kisses me but not on my lips
Just get in, get out
I know she’s using me
It’s the same old routine

Lovers under Covers

My bed is no longer cold
With you warming my side.
So let me take you under the covers
And I’ll show you what it really means to be lovers.

I start kissing you neck and caressing your body
I’ll whisper in your ear all the things I want to do that are naughty.
I have you on peens and needles
As my lips are roaming from hips, shoulders, and checks.

I head down south towards the magic button.
My tongue becomes a paint brush
with strokes of ups and downs, from side to side.
Figure eights seem to do just fine.

Your body starts to quiver and you bit your lip with your two front teeth.
Your eyes are closed with pleasure
While you’re wishing this moment will last forever.

From shallow to deep
To fast, then slow
Are bodies are in motion
We are working as one

I want you to feel it all
Feel me inside you, take it all in.
Feel my chest, pressed up against your breast.
Let yourself go, no one is going to hear beyond these walls.

My heart is now racing
And I can feel yours pumping too,
our hearts are both in sync,
both to the same tune.
I bend over and whisper in your ear
“honey I love you.”


Relax with sighs
and catch our breathes
Honey you know Im the best.

She’s the yellow that turned me blue

Blinded by lust and a like for anther guy,
it was this over rated friendship that brought us to this bitter end.
I hope you know what you’re doing; I think it was a mistake.
You have me feeling that everything you said was fake.
You changed your feelings for another guy;
you did it so fast it was like a blink of an eye.

As I sit here with my fist to my chin,
I go back and look at what could have been.
The gears in my mind start to turn
As the pain in my heart starts to burn.
My heart has been twisted and tangled,
It has been beaten, bruised, and mangled.
This was all done with your hand on a fork,
Come get a closer look, come see your handy work
Does this make you happy to see me in pain and bleed
as I hold to my inside’s and fall to my knees?

I think of all the memories that were created between us,
Now time goes by and they are starting to rust.
I’m left haunted by the memories of you and me;
You’re nothing more but a ghost in my dreams.
Did I miss the funeral and the death you,
I feel like someone has died and this is what I’m going through.

Was this all a part of your big plan?
Was this all a part of your master scam?
All of this was nothing but a hoax;
Hell you even manage to fool my folks.
It was a waste of my love because your smiles were fake,
I’ll leave this one to be sorted out by this thing called fate.
I will let fate decide
If your heart was ever really mine.

I don’t feel like my self anymore,
I feel like an eaten apple that’s been tossed to the floor
with nothing left but its rotten core.
I am nothing but a fire of lonely. Can someone call for help?
Can someone put out this fire of doubt?

In life, lesson’s are learned first hand.
(I’m still missing yours)
I still find myself reaching out, grabbing nothing but air.
GOD DAMMIT! This life isn’t fair!

I don’t think I can bare to see your face in my mind,
I will close my eyes and behind my eyelids I’ll hid.
Maybe one day we can be friends,
You better pray to God that I will let you back in.

Empty is the unfulfillment of the promise of love,
you caused the pain when you pulled the plug.
drained out my love and left me with nothing but a cold heart.

Empty Pens

Letters of “Hi’s”
Letters of “byes:

Letters of “Hello’s”
Letters of “I told you so!”

Letters of “Hugs”
Letters of “love”

Letters of “Gladness”
Letters of “Sadness”

Letters of “Excitement”
Letters of “Enlightenment “

Letters of “I’m seeing someone new”
Letters of “I’m feeling really confused…”

Letters of “it’s been such a long time”
Letters of “Thanks for asking I’m doing just fine”

Letters of “I still think of you”
Letters of “I thought of you too….”

Donnie TrueLove & Kara Kiss (saying "I love you" since 2006)

Hey there Sweet Kiss
I miss your sweet lips
I cant see you soon enough
And this drive is just too long
On your couch making out is where we belong.

From the moment I saw you
And I knew you felt it too.
But darling did you know
I loved you from the first hello
The next thing I Knew
My life became a rain storm of “I love you’s”

It feels so good
To hold the one you love the most
And it feels even better
When you know she feels the same.
“Hey Donnie… my love for you will never change!”

(One day she’ll have my last name)

Did you know what you were doing?
When you walked into my life.
Some how making me
The person I always wanted to be.
And making it alright to believe
That I own my own dreams

Kara you know you’re my baby
So maybe
Just maybe
One day well get married
Well always be together
TrueLove and Kiss forever

Oh Alexandria...

She takes off her shirt
He smiles of course
But it’s just not the same
She secretly wants to scream out an old lover’s name

Sleeping beneath his sheets
Seeking comfort she so much wants to be there
Finding only cold blankets
While he is finding his shoes
She don’t know what to do

Something is lacking
Chemistry is not matching
But she stays cause she put in the time
Never stopping to ask your self why?

Things are not going according to plan
Thinking she could change such a man
Denial is her best friend
And reality a mirage
She knows this relationship has gone on too long

He does not love her
And this she already knows
The guy who did
She carelessly let him go
So she cry’s her self to sleep in her bed
He’s not the kind of guy who gives kisses on the forehead

Down on one Knee

We stood on Mount Washington over looking the Pittsburgh sky.
I was feeling so sick to my stomach,
I think it was from the butterflies inside.
You could tell something was different,
That this evening was going to be special
And you were right.
For tonight our lives will change
And from this moment on we will never be the same.

Even from the beginning I wanted to wake up next to you.
You’re the girl I want by my side,
With you in my life Im so excited to be alive
And every day I still believe
You bring out the best in me

I don’t care what mom says
Or if were ready just yet.
The timing is now and couldn’t be any better
Look at all the storms that we have weathered
We lasted a few years and then we made it through four
And I feel we can last a 100 more.
(Ring in my pocket, who would have thought it)

I grab you by your hand,
(I hope I’m everything you wanted in a man.)
I’m down on one knee,
Emotions erupted in your eyes.
(Can you believe this is happening?)
We waited for this all of our lives.
Even I got choke up and all I can get out was a whisper;
“You are my girl,
You are my life,
So I’m asking you…
Will you be my wife?”

February 14th Blues

So what’s with all this red, white, and pink?
This holiday seems familiar; oh… it must be Valentines Day
I’m finding no Valentines addressed to me in my box
I guess maybe they just forgot.

Ah anther year alone
Found no one special to call my own
I have no chocolate cover hearts to give away
I’m just feeling really sick right now
It must be a case of February 14th blues

I have no one to be sending flowers of red roses
For this one day my heart feels like it has been frozen
Pure a glass of scotch
Let it chill on the rocks.
No one has ever died from drowning in sorrow
I’ll do anything to speed up this day to get to tomorrow.

Everyone will be with there loved one celebrating their happiness
Everyone will be having someone to kiss.
They might even be celebrating 3 great years
They will toast their glass and smile from ear to ear.

Why am I getting so jealous and heated?
Why do I feel like I’m cursed and cheated!

What is this stuck between the door?
It looks like a letter… how is I didn’t see this before?
The envelope is pink and covered with heart stickers.
(It reads)
“to my TrueLove..my only love”

I'm Ok With It

We don’t talk on the Phone
And I no longer hear your voice.
But I’m ok with it.

You’re calling someone else sweetheart
And waiting for his call; not mine.
But I’m ok with it.

No longer do you dream of me
And I don’t see you when I close my eyes.
But I’m ok with it.

You’re holding other hands
I’m sure your kissing other guys
But I’m ok with it.

I’m sure you’re out drinking
And sleeping over his apartment.
But I’m ok with it.

You’re happier in his arms.
And no longer wrapped up with me.
But I’m ok with it.

I’m starting to forget all about you.
My memories are being washed away.
And this time I’m ok with it.

Embers Burn Deep

In your pictures you’re smiling and laughing
I hope you found what makes you happy
I couldn’t but maybe he can

I like to think
That you will come back in a later chapter
And well write a story how we lived happily ever after

Always a dreamer
Tossing coins down this well
Praying for one to come true.

That’s just wishful thinking at best
But I must contest
The flame may be out
But embers burn deep

Do I ever creep in your mind?
Releasing memories of a thousand good times
Emotions erupt in your eyes
Love and hate
Cascading down your face
Beading off you checks and nose

Get these winds blowing
Get these embers glowing.
Strike a match
Cause a spark
Lets do it right
Let’s do it with a fresh start

Lets Try to Erase Mistakes

Apologies are useless
When you won’t even speak to me
Make clams that you’re leaving me
But your toothbrush is still here.
Are we really going to let one innocent kiss
ruin all of this?

She’s screaming from the doorway
“Why do I love someone who does nothing but make me cry!”
I sigh…
No comeback this time.
The best thing in my life is ready to walk
And I’m to scared to open my mouth to talk

She’s crying in her room
Not knowing what to do
Her heart is telling her to stay
But how can she after being betrayed.

I deserver everything I get
Never thought I would let you down like this.
I took all that you gave
And if you’re no longer in my life
I rather be buried in a grave.

I wanted to show you how sorry I am
So I wrote you a letter of my remorse
Here comes my curse
(or maybe just karma)
Some how the pages got lost and ragged,
torn and tattered.
I hope that’s not a sign of things to come...

Maybe Christmas?

So do you miss it?
Maybe I’ll see you at Christmas
When the sky is falling and grey
I’ll take you under the mistletoe any day

Its cold out side but you look so cute in your baby blues
The Holidays would not be the same with out you.
I know that time has pass and feelings can change
But come on… we both know we feel the same.
You know you love me babe!

Well there’s snow on the ground
Out side well play,
well do this all day.
Your cheeks on now rosy
inside well get cozy
And I’ll hold you close to my heart.

The snow is now falling
Dancing in the twilight sky.
This Christmas will be the beginning of no more good byes
We will pray for something better then this
And Holiday wishes do come true.
I could not imagine Christmas with out……
(Merry Christmas chalsie)